We have the chance … but also the duty … to play lots of roles during this life time. We like some of those roles… and maybe even adore it … but also dislike many of the things we have to do .. as actors on the stage of reality. If i would analyse myself into an honest way … i would even dare to say that i played one million roles …. being an angel … but also many times … a devil. Like all the others …. i’ve played so, so contradictory roles … that into the end … i would not even know how to define myself …. So … was i a good person?! Or was i … a bad person?! Hmm … The most ridiculous conclusion was that most probably i was a positive … but also a negative character on the stage of reality. I was just dominated … by duality. I had to accept it …. and also that there is no real definition for myself. I was good … bad … neutral … and … Every definition... could be true … or false … for myself. And all i had to do was to accept that as part of the scenario called … my life.
