How can someone tell if they are chasing or running away from their twin flame? Are there any signs to look out for? I have experienced running and chasing, and I am now grounded in my Authentic Self: I am in alignment with my inner being. I am balanced harmoniously. No pushing or pulling. No stress or agitation. Just me grounded in my natural authentic energy happily moving forward with my life with unconditional love overflowing from my heart to everything I do and everyone I cross paths with. I now understand that happiness is within me and can only be if I am neither running nor chasing. I have faith that everything is working out in my favor especially that which I cannot see or touch. In the beginning, I was the runner. I was scared of the new chaotic feelings that were triggered within me. I had no idea what “Twin Flames” were. I struggled to understand my new situation because it couldn't compare to any relationship templates. I suffered deeply within since the awakening woke my inner demons. I felt unexplained fears, guilt, and insecurities, and my abandoned inner child was hurting. I had buried so much past pain hoping never to confront it. All the darkness within me came to light. Instead of confronting the darkness, I told my twin flame that I was going to block them and I did. I deleted all contacts. I tried to go back to my life as I knew it. Nothing was ever the same because the twin flame awakening had set in motion changes within me that manifested in my life. Nothing seemed to fit: my friends, relationships with family, my job, my physical reality, etc. The new energy vibrations — the twin flame connection — twin flame shared energy demanded me to shed everything about me that was fake and unworthy. Including certain parts of myself. Meanwhile, I realized in the process of running, my twin flame was hurt. I felt horrible for my actions — I also thought I had ruined our connection (I had no idea we were twin flames). I panicked and started my chasing journey asking for forgiveness. I also wondered if it was only me experiencing the emotional chaos so I needed my twin flame to confirm if they felt the same. I was ready to move on to face my new chaotic situation alone but I desperately needed an affirmation. This went on for over a year until I felt exhausted from needing validation from my twin flame. Slowly and gradually, I accepted my new situation and accepted to work with the flow of my twin flame process. I learned to let go to enjoy the blessings of my twin flame journey. I felt free and happier than when I was stressed and controlling. Fast forward, tada! Here I am! Happy, content with life. I am grateful for all my experiences. I am grounded in my authentic self. I am in harmonious alignment with my inner being. I am indeed a Twin Flame. I wish you more blessings, love, and light in your twin flame journey. Stay Blessed!
