I'm a survivor of over thirty six beatings and rapes under knives and guns. I witnessed the violent beating, rape and murder of two nine year old card playing hillbilly girls at the hands of the same man who beat and raped me the day before. I have children by some of these rapist, abusive violent husbands and narcissist, but were also stolen by them. I'm not in the "#ME TOO" movement, I'm in the "#I SURVIVED" movement. After a man kidnapped, beat and raped me when I was nine years old I had serious doubts of being the Queen. Then the same man kidnapped, beat, raped, and murdered of my two little nine year old card playing Hillbilly girl friends in front of me. So, I knew I would never be the Queen. Then I had a long life of homelessness, violence, abuse, rapes, beatings, guns, and knives while homeless and hitching on the highways which confirmed even further that I'll never be the Queen. Many marriages and relationships with men were long, violent, abusive, rapes, beatings, guns, knives, and narcissistic abuse taking me further from being the Queen. They're was lots of incest and inbreeding within both sides of mom and dad's family, but they're are no Kings or Queens. ALL of my family alienated me and acted as though they were Kings, Queens and Holier than me, so I wasn't surprised to learn that I wasn't the Queen.
