I never belonged in these shadowed stacks.
Not really. I'm just the junior chasing forgotten words on crumbling pages, the one who stays late unraveling secrets no one else cares about. Isolation suits me fine-or so I told myself. Until her voice cut through the dust like a lifeline. Steady. Knowing. The kind that wraps around your spine and pulls until you ache to hear it again.
She sees what I can't. Spots the brilliance I doubt in myself, her approval a slow drip of honey that soaks deeper each time. We start with manuscripts. Shared hypotheses whispered over rare volumes. But those words twist. Turn husky. "Perfect," she breathes, and my skin flushes under the weight of it. Every syllable a caress I shouldn't beg for. The archive door clicks shut behind us one night, sealing breaths too heavy for scholarship. Her gaze lingers, promising more than guidance.
It's ruinous. This woman twice my age, guardian of every rule I'm breaking. Her praise undoes me-sweat-slicked fingers trembling in a cramped carrel as she murmurs how well I yield, how utterly I please. We collapse tangled on my apartment floor, fury and need blurring into gasps. But the hierarchy we shatter? It guards her career, my reputation, the fragile legacy we're both sworn to protect. One wrong word, one exposed craving, and it all burns.
I deny it still. Defiantly. Even as her voice owns me body and soul. What terrifies me most isn't the fall. It's how desperately I want her to push me over the edge-and praise me all the way down.
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